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Monday, August 13, 2012

This is the week!

I've been hearing a lot of people tell me that I'm not nearly excited enough about my onion in my oven. (that's the size of the bebe at least according to the Bump) Maybe all of the beginning morning sickness took over my life for some time that it made me hard to be jubilant and excited about my "knocked upness"...I do feel bad though. I feel like I haven't been that great of a mother-to-be yet. I'm trying to work up some excitement and think more about planning for the baby. Poor Andy...I think he already got hit with the "nesting" instinct and is busily cleaning and scrubbing our place down. I really am grateful for him. In the beginning I was in high complaint mode of his lack of emotional support, but in hindsight he really has been there for me. I love how he endures the AC air in our house for me although I know he can't stand having the AC on, how he massages my nasty calloused up feet even after they have been in sweaty shoes all day long...its the little things. :)

We find out this week the sex of the baby and I still feel very blase about it. Whenever people ask what we want, we genuinely, honestly, 100% don't care. We just want healthy, healthy, healthy. Ideally, it would be great to have one of each one day, but I'm sure i'll change my mind after having the first baby. Seems like a lot of couples are swayed by the sex of their first baby. Either way, I'll be happy and sad at the same time with whatever it is, meaning if it's a boy, I'll be happy, but sad that it's not a girl...and if it's a girl, I'll be happy, but sad that it's not a boy. Can't have everything right? And I don't necessarily think I'm ready for twins either. I hope that once we find out the sex of the baby, I'll be over the moon and the mommy bug will finally hit home!

To be completely honest, I'm really really excited for our upcoming babymoon to Oahu! Sorry baby in my belly...:( I have 3 weeks left to get my arms more toned and my lower area not so saggy and dimply...tmi? sorry about that too... I feel like the hubs and I are long overdue for a good relaxing vacation and I hope that's what it will turn out to be. I've been busily planning out our itinerary when I should really be reading baby books...oh well...I trust all of my mommy friends and sister will come to my aid when I'm feeding, burping, changing the little guy/gal wrong. Ahh...the neglect begins already...darn. Anyhow...get ready for us Hawaii! We'll be seeing you in 3 weeks :).

 Yummo in my tummo...Hopefully won't have to wait in a line like I have to at D-Land. Pineapple Whip! I dream of you...
The beautiful beaches in Oahu...very doubtful I'll be posting up sexy shots of me in my maternity bathing suit. PUHAHA.

1 comment:

  1. Please post pix. And maybe you were/are still really nauseous cuz you're having twins. Never say never. i put my money on a girl. You just look like a mom to a daughter. Although...you're pretty gangster to be a tough mommy to a son. As long as he/she's healthy!!!!

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